okay so tomorrow i might be able to see my favourite show being filmed and i might be able to see and even meet one of my idols holy shit
i don’t check my messages for your name anymore
i don’t hover over the send button contemplating if i’m being clingy or not
i don’t even type, hoping to spark up some form of conversation
i don’t even hope that your name might appear one day, wondering how i’m doing.
but i still want to know, when did it all fade away?